Despondency And Unbelief

1Sa 27:1  And David said in his heart, I shall now perish one day by the hand of Saul: there is nothing better for me than that I should speedily escape into the land of the Philistines; and Saul shall despair of me, to seek me any more in any coast of Israel: so shall I escape out of his hand.

What a fit of despondency and unbelief was here!

We can hardly believe that this is he who in so many psalms had boasted of the shepherd care of God, who had so often insisted on the safety of God's pavilion.

It was a fainting fit, brought on by the bad air he had breathed amid the evil associations of Adullam's cave.

Had not God promised to take care of him?

Was not his future already guaranteed by the promises that he should succeed to the kingdom?

But nothing availed to check his precipitate flight into the land of the Philistines.

Bitterly he rued this mistake. The prevarication and deceit to which he was driven; the anguish of having to march with Achish against his own people; the sack and burning of Ziklag : these were the price he had to pay for his mistrust.

Unbelief always brings many other bitter sorrows in its train, and leads the soul to cry,

How long, 0 Lord? Wilt Thou forget me for ever? How long wilt Thou hide thy face from me?

Let us beware of losing heart, as David did.

Look not at Saul, but at God, who is omnipotent; not at the winds and waves, but at Him who walks across the water; not at what may come, but at that which is for the gIorious LORD is round about thee to deliver thee.

He shall deliver thy soul from death, thine eyes from tears, and thy feet from falling.

He that has helped will help. What He has done, He will do. 

God always works from less to more, never from more to less. 

Dost thou not hear hast thou not heard his voice saying, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee?

What, then, can man do unto thee?

Every weapon used against thee shall go blunt on an invisible shield!

~F. B.. Meyer~